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allergies
12:34 Mar 23 2008
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so supposedly all of my getting sick problems are allergies... I'm on 4 new medications. A steroid cus my sinuses are inflamed, clarinex-D for 12 days then I switch to just clarinex, Singulair, and nasonex(a nose spray). They are making me feel so icky.. cus of all the chemicals I'm putting into my body. I really don't like it... but I have to do it.
I go to DC in 2 days. So that's gonna be fun. I go with band.. so I can't even regulate my own medicine.. the band mom's have to.... kinda pisses me off. We will be there for 5 days, and we are driving up.. so that will be SO fun. My body is gonna be so out of it when I get back. Only cus I don't sleep in moving vehicles. I'm all packed though, and have all my English work that I'm gonna miss.
The week after DC is spring break. I'm gonna have an extra long spring break. So I'm happy for that.
I have exactlly 2 months till I graduate and exactlly 6 weeks till my b-day... and I don't have plans for my b-day yet. I'm kinda worried that my birthday is gonna be a crappy day for me... yet again....
just an update
21:29 Mar 16 2008
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So a kid in my graduating class died 2 weeks ago. Also my parents friend died two days after that. So I was feeling beyond low.
Chris(the kid from my class) we have 2 months and he would have graduated with me. He had just turned 18 in January. He lived such a short life and he was the most caring, loving, selfless person I knew! But now he's gone.
My parents friend. He was sweet and caring. He was always there when I my parents needed help. He and his wife watched me when I was little. We went to the same church till I moved away from NY.
But now I'm just going on. focusing on life, school, family and friends. Realizing just how short life can be. I just hope to live to at least see grand children of mine and I don't plan on having kids till I'm 28ish. So that's a while from now.
Helping a friend
23:52 Mar 04 2008
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so today... the deputy at school and I did something to help a friend... she is so near and dear to my heart! I just wanted her safe! her home situation has been getting worse and worse... so I just needed to finally just do something about it. she got mad at me.. beyond mad... said she didn't want me to ever talk to her again.. but now she is ok with it again... she is happy I told.. and I'm happy I told.. in a way I am saving her life.... I just hope she sees it that way.
beyond sad.....
14:03 Mar 01 2008
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my mom gave away pierre... he's my baby... and she just got rid of him... I didn't even get to say goodbye.. nothing... I come home and he's gone.... I cried for about 2 hours... more then that.... and my mom didn't get why I was so upset... she came in to my room to talk about it.. and she pretty much blamed me for him not being here any more... and then she said my room is a mess and I don't care of myself..... so I cried more.. I jumped under my blanket.. and my door was still open.. and she didn't know where I was... when you can more then tell where I was..... I must be beyond invisible to her........
on a side note... I have been learning guitar.... not that good yet.... but it's just the beginning of it
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